Oh MY god! Could it be any windier? It's like I'm back in Darwin again. I hate wind! It scares the FUCK out of me! Maaah.

Anyways. Been watching singy youtube videos all night and it got me to thinkers. 

All the things I quit doing, just because I coudn't be bothered anymore. Clarinet, piano, saxophone, guitar and my biggest regret, singing lessons.

Though to be fair, the first singing teacher I ever had was amazing, but she left me! Then I had another one who was even better but she left me too! Then I had this bitch of a thing and I just didnt like her. She gossiped about all her other students and just had a really snobby bitchy attitude. But whatever.

Same sorta thing with piano. Hated the teacher. And her house always smelled so rank!  But I wish I'd at least found another one, piano is one of myfavourite instruments. And just would've meant I'd have a better understanding of music. I have a basic knowledge, I can read sheet music, but not very well.

I wish I'd stuck with the gym too!! Ahah I lost over 15kgs last year because of the gym, but now I've piled it all back on and then some! But when I get my P's(which has been booked :D) I'm joining back up to the gym :D chyea.

I think I've decided to spend my Schoolies money on a macbook instead. I've been wanting one for a really long time, and it just seems more worthwhile. I'm not going up to Byron Bay anymore, because Chris is the biggest ass face the planet has to offer. And I don't think there'd be room for Silvana or I, his head would be taking up allthe space.

Anyway, Sil and I might go with our other friends just a weekend in the city. But eh. I would rather a Macbook. Then Icould be a real Youtuber. They're all Mac people. Ahaha. The good ones anyways. :P

Made a new account, didn't like a lot of things I'd written in the old one. So whiney. Like seriously, get  over yourself. Hah. 

But now made this one, wanna be a lot more positive. :] Won't last. 

Ahah see.



But mainly

I have a plan for next year! 

At fucking last. Hah. Though it's most likely gonna change again. But anywas. So. I plan to apply for this Theatre course they run at the Joan Sutherland centre, goes for the whole year. Only 3 hours a week so on top of that I'm going to apply for a photography course at TAFE which is like 2-3 days a week at most, so I'll work the rest of it. Yeah boi. Howzat?